I am a voracious reader. And I have always questioned this world; observed, introspected, did research to find the truth of where I am .
I used my avatar to get information about this place.
I have felt that consciously thinking about myself and this world, is what woke up the player in me. Though, I must say I wasn’t fully asleep. I have questioned many aspects(religion, institutions, human behaviour, authority) of this world from a longtime.
I would say I get bits of information from various sources-books, movies, videos etc. But, ultimately the way it all fits in is something that comes from my intuition or something within me.
Maybe I am not highly psychic the way some are. So, I get information from these sources and then sift through it and discard what doesn’t feel right and keep what does.
My entire life has been one big research project , trying to decipher this place:
- The way it works.
- What it is all about?
- Why it is the way it is?
- How to navigate it ?
- What are its rules and regulations?
- Why we do what we do?
- What can we do to wake up!?

I have always been different from others. I never wanted to be like others.
I say “WHY should I be like others!???”
- What is the point if everyone is same?
- Why is the system always wanting us to conform and not appreciate being unique?
- If everyone is same then why should we have so many human beings in this world. We can have 1 human and child from each gender.
- Why do we need so many people in this world, if everyone wants to look same, talk same, think same!??
- What’s the point!???
Being ridiculed for my thoughts, laughed at, called crazy for not going as per the script, has not stopped me from going on the path of discovering the truth.
In fact, it has bolstered me to go further and further than if I had not encountered the negativity. So, its a blessing in disguise 😉
In a way, it gets better the further you walk this path, as you stop caring what others think or say about you and rely only on your truth and intuition.
It’s liberating to have to go by only your truth! Try it! 😊
You won’t regret it! After all, that is what is true freedom! Being a Sovereign being.
Yes, we each have different experiences. Different signs being shown to us about the matrix. With so much of deception here, it’s difficult to know what is true and what is being shown to us to manipulate us 🤷♀️
And there is also the fact that we maybe deliberately being misled by agents of the matrix.
With our memory having been wiped, it’s nearly impossible to know for 💯what is the truth.
We have to go with what resonates with us individually.
There are so many rabbit holes that it could take a long time to dig into them and even then, not know everything here.
I work with what I have and it’s gotten me till here. It’s chipping away at the layers, the lies and what ultimately remains is the truth.
This is what currently drives me day and night. To find the truth!
And share it with others. This is my “Mission” here.

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